Hypocrite

January 6, 2009 at 8:56 pm (thoughts)

Everything about me is hypocrisy.  My feelings contradict.  I am a confident person with no self esteem.  How does something like that happen?  When I think about how I’m feeling, and who I am, I just drive in paradoxical circles, going nowhere.  I’m the most social anti-socialite.  

I am hypocrisy.

I have an old soul but I’m young in spirit.

I am despressed and happy at the same time all the time.  I have feelings of grandeur, while at the same time thinking that I’m generally not much good.  Maybe it’s just being humble.

I try to figure it out but it never works out because maybe I’m not cut out to know why I’m myself.

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