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A swelling feeling of being worthless boils over like a pot on a stove. I screwed up. I’ve always been one to be hard on myself about things like this.
Failure.
I have felt such an extreme amount of stress and just horrible feelings in the last 24 hours.
Life is all waves though, and my insides are starting to settle down.
It’s been quite a long time since I have felt this way, so I guess I had it coming.
It’s always when things seemingly are going “too well” that life likes to give you a good kick in the side to make you remember that we are still human.
I need a hug.
Brian said,
October 7, 2007 at 7:46 am
(((you)))
There’s a hug.
You’re right… life does come in waves, so you can count on things getting better. Keep your head up!
stilldreaming said,
October 7, 2007 at 8:05 pm
Matt,
Here is a hug (O) & a kiss (X)!!!
Wow, I don’t know what you did, but I am sure it will pass. I know I have said it before but alot of times your writing reflects how I feel almost word for word. Before I clicked on your sight I was thinking about “my crush” and how once again I screwed up.
Whenever I make a wrong move, or say something stupid or just screw up in general I agonize over it for hours sometimes even days, however, I know I will survive in the end… lol
Dust yourself off and forget about it OR better yet live and learn….that is what life is all about, isn’t it?
withoutclass said,
October 7, 2007 at 8:33 pm
Sure is.
Actually I managed to fix the problem I caused at work so I’m all better now, thank you for your hugs (and kiss xD)
stilldreaming said,
October 8, 2007 at 7:02 pm
Ah, that is the best medicine when you manage to savage some good out of the experience.
It is true that we learn for our mistakes, I just wish that sometimes it wasn’t so painful!
lol