Fading
The past few hours, realization came. It flowed in like a trickling stream. The euphoria is leaving. A return to normalcy is upon me and I’m dreading its triumphant return.
Back to the depths my insides will head. I guess I knew that the happiness wouldn’t last for that long. Somewhere inside I really hoped it would at least stay a bit longer.
I can feel it fading. Like a candle at the end of its wick, it will fade. If I am so lucky, someday I will receive a new source of light inside. I’m sure until then though, my emotions will be doomed to wear a ravishing shroud if mediocrity.
I hope I get some light soon.
